Hey Y'all.. lots to report and not too much room to write. So i'll get right into it..
I'm gonna have a new niece in December and i'm worried..i'm worried because my sister and i have nothing in common and have never gotten along for as long i've been alive and i'm afraid once the baby is born ,the rip will be permently rip us apart and the fact i'm leaving for new york in a couple months doesn't help..i'm also afraid My uncle Louie won't live long enough to see this child and we've already lost so much that i really don't think we can handle another loss and if he goes..that's it for Auntie Diane. and that truly scares me and what also scares me is that if i make it to celebrity status, no one will be around to see it and i'll be all alone.what if happens if i don't make it and i end up struggling for the next 20 years..i don't know i honestly don't know..more later
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